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in a nutshell: 21, lady, northern ontario, music, employment, ranting, driving, sunshine, starry nights, the big guy, love and loss, bad hair days, good look days, self doubt, laughter, friends, clean socks, drunk texts, pictures, bitching, pretty things, life.</description><title>my racing thoughts.</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @aesthetic)</generator><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1bf4fae81ee41617e8e77c57700e9f25/tumblr_mglq3qmPK11qkxrtro1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/51071743336</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/51071743336</guid><pubDate>Wed, 22 May 2013 10:52:07 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>making my own positive changes</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;making more of an effort with friends I take for granted&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;drinking more water and less coffee&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;eating healthy again, or trying a lot harder to do so&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;cutting out lots of added sugars in my diet&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;focusing on the good people in my life and not the negative ones&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;appreciating what I have and feeling thankful much more often&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;smiling. smiling smiling smiling.&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/51008589013</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/51008589013</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 15:50:55 -0400</pubDate><category>this has been a post</category><category>my life</category></item><item><title>goodtypography:

Designed by One Save Solutions</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3fdfff3cafdc6878af351621733949a2/tumblr_mmyb2cDeH11rs73t7o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0ff1c114974235caf2edf9a3ffe5f857/tumblr_mmyb2cDeH11rs73t7o2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/15f8481e3d36b6060b391e2b9d69e4ba/tumblr_mmyb2cDeH11rs73t7o3_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://goodtypography.tumblr.com/post/50658820372/designed-by-one-save-solutions" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;goodtypography&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Designed by One Save Solutions&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/51001112999</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/51001112999</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 13:55:02 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>steelplatedhearts:

Alternate title for The Great Gatsby:
I Am Uncomfortable With Your Personal...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://steelplatedhearts.tumblr.com/post/50861444507/alternate-title-for-the-great-gatsby-i-am"&gt;steelplatedhearts&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Alternate title for The Great Gatsby:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I Am Uncomfortable With Your Personal Drama And I Want To Go Home: The Nick Carraway Story&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50994308557</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50994308557</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 11:52:51 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>veronicaecholls:

#OH MY GOD #IT IS STARTING
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3f4b7184909d4adf0a9c32039595e74c/tumblr_mn4i1sB5CJ1s8zlo4o1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7a3e5d508d26f3d123ea23dc25575c17/tumblr_mn4i1sB5CJ1s8zlo4o2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://veronicaecholls.tumblr.com/post/50986249882/oh-my-god-it-is-starting"&gt;veronicaecholls&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tag" href="http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/OH-MY-GOD"&gt;#OH MY GOD&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a class="tag" href="http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/IT-IS-STARTING"&gt;#IT IS STARTING&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50993383524</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50993383524</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 11:34:52 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>aesthetic:

cbayko:

loveyourchaos:

pretty-little-ditty:blogconf...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kz084orAFa1qa5ou2o1_r2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/1006658727/cbayko-loveyourchaos" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;aesthetic&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://cbayko.tumblr.com/post/1006578434/loveyourchaos"&gt;cbayko&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://loveyourchaos.tumblr.com/post/1006290121"&gt;loveyourchaos&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://pretty-little-ditty.tumblr.com/post/1004845792/blogconfession-via-mols"&gt;pretty-little-ditty&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;a href="http://blogconfession.tumblr.com/post/1004784654/via-mols"&gt;blogconfession&lt;/a&gt;:(via &lt;a href="http://mols.tumblr.com/"&gt;mols&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50967532224</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50967532224</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 00:26:56 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>
I didn’t watch the whole documentary. After a few episodes it...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ea24a576942287f69a8fbf893829d50d/tumblr_mmxeosQFwb1qaywulo1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/93a83220e5fe1288a6fe38a031aacb84/tumblr_mmxeosQFwb1qaywulo2_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/956d13f2d80fad72508907418bbd0464/tumblr_mmxeosQFwb1qaywulo3_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e6ad50b28cfdf0b9c2feaa663bc18950/tumblr_mmxeosQFwb1qaywulo4_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7952a58a88807151e95032eca7291cf8/tumblr_mmxeosQFwb1qaywulo5_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/61780079427fc9c489c9e5d0c22d1742/tumblr_mmxeosQFwb1qaywulo6_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/79f69caf2e98817f847f580474702824/tumblr_mmxeosQFwb1qaywulo7_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/138c2f494a7df81fd772e7c83c9dac75/tumblr_mmxeosQFwb1qaywulo8_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="quote"&gt;&lt;small&gt;I didn’t watch the whole documentary. After a few episodes it was too painful.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;




&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50964114270</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50964114270</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 23:36:43 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>fuckyeahladies-fictionalandreal:

You, stop scrolling, we need...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ac121c8a054818b70c1109307a5a6014/tumblr_mmng1evCJR1s06f3wo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fuckyeahladies-fictionalandreal.tumblr.com/post/50188800718/you-stop-scrolling-we-need-to-address-some"&gt;fuckyeahladies-fictionalandreal&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;You, stop scrolling, we need to address some things about &lt;span&gt;Hyperbole and a Half&lt;/span&gt; writer &lt;strong&gt;Allie Brosh&lt;/strong&gt;. Think calling her the voice of a generation is going too far? Bullshit. This woman is one of the most real, relatable, creative, funny, and vulnerable writers &lt;em&gt;of all time&lt;/em&gt;. From the pants-wettingly hilarious &lt;a href="http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2010/10/god-of-cake.html"&gt;God of Cake&lt;/a&gt; to the needed-to-said-but-everyone’s-too-afraid-to-talk about it &lt;a href="http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2011/10/adventures-in-depression.html"&gt;Adventures in Depression&lt;/a&gt;, Allie’s posts have genius pacing and are fantastic at highlighting the wonderful idiosyncrasies that make her who she is. She’s willing to let us in to aspects of her life that &lt;em&gt;she&lt;/em&gt; doesn’t even understand so that people going through similar things can feel less fucking alone in a world that vilifies and over simplifies the complexities of mental illness. Allie doesn’t smile for you, or hand you bullshit platitudes because &lt;em&gt;that. doesn’t. fucking. help.&lt;/em&gt; She’ll laugh when she’s damn well ready to laugh and she’ll cry when she damn well needs to cry, and you’ll do both with her because she speaks to the parts of all of us that we thought were too weird and too complicated to be understood.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50963973328</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50963973328</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 23:34:48 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>betype:

Let It Be (by Noel Shiveley | NTV DWLR) </title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/fce6f9c7e7aa70eabbcd9900a9a89620/tumblr_mn321wJ1Pl1qkxrtro1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://betype.co/post/50950204977/let-it-be-by-noel-shiveley-ntv-dwlr" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;betype&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Let It Be (by &lt;a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/noelshiveley/8734962310/"&gt;Noel Shiveley | NTV DWLR&lt;/a&gt;) &lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50963844576</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50963844576</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 23:33:02 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>betype:

Star Wars Quotes</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/41adc38adc1a1b93ffb4ec4dd2f04cea/tumblr_mn32yxAX7n1qkxrtro7_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8eba95c76de8b82c40f93f6c3103c55c/tumblr_mn32yxAX7n1qkxrtro1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f23158a9c36245fd697a6ae31ab807dd/tumblr_mn32yxAX7n1qkxrtro2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/67a7cddf82a2d3818d6604883f5145d0/tumblr_mn32yxAX7n1qkxrtro3_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/178361d08435c7a06d4fdc309af0481a/tumblr_mn32yxAX7n1qkxrtro4_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ff0f2aa653c55ca2803994de3981ef31/tumblr_mn32yxAX7n1qkxrtro6_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/05829532ffc64be67741559a9011db7e/tumblr_mn32yxAX7n1qkxrtro8_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c21582c67c8466d9937693bcf16385d5/tumblr_mn32yxAX7n1qkxrtro5_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/de838f2fa20c420673eac58cb2d9974b/tumblr_mn32yxAX7n1qkxrtro9_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://betype.co/post/50928602439/star-wars-quotes" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;betype&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.behance.net/gallery/Star-Wars-Quotes/8466593"&gt;Star Wars Quotes&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50938390869</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50938390869</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 18:13:06 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>thedsgnblog:

Friends from Squee are having a really awesome...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4c43c995980772645b62f1052e2efb13/tumblr_mn3kmcQ64W1r5vojso1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://thedsgnblog.com/post/50903431571/squee" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;thedsgnblog&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Friends from &lt;strong&gt;&lt;a href="http://squee.it"&gt;Squee&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; are having a really awesome giveaway! Read the rules below and enter today!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Squee Giveaway&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;This is our first giveaway: Squee has partnered with Hansel &amp; Gretel and gives you a unique chance to win a pair of these amazing wooden shades (Worth $130).&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To enter this contest just follow these simple rules:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;*Feel free to like their &lt;strong&gt;&lt;a href="https://facebook.com/squee.it"&gt;Facebook&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; page so you can get all the updates!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50912930225</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50912930225</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 12:01:59 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>dippingswordsinmetaphors:

you know when you listen to a song a whole bunch of times and there is...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://dippingswordsinmetaphors.tumblr.com/post/42475127543/you-know-when-you-listen-to-a-song-a-whole-bunch"&gt;dippingswordsinmetaphors&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;you know when you listen to a song a whole bunch of times and there is that one line that you never understand and then one day heaven above opens and shines the light and you finally know the words and it’s like an epiphany&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50890012794</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50890012794</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 02:11:48 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>betype:

This is the UK cover for Reinventing Lettering, a book...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d545eebb72ce7c941d8597cc48eee8af/tumblr_mn31oqcOaj1qkxrtro1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://betype.co/post/50889145167/this-is-the-uk-cover-for-reinventing-lettering-a" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;betype&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;This is the UK cover for &lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://amzn.to/18X3Zlg"&gt;Reinventing Lettering&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span&gt;, a book by Emily Gregory. A lovely collection that gathers some of today’s finest typographers, illustrators, designers and lettering artists all in a single publication. It also features the 4 of us along with many FoT guests, friends and folks we admire.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://In%20the%20USA,%20this%20book%20is%20titled%20Little%20Book%20of%20Lettering"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;In the USA, this book is titled “Little Book of Lettering”&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50889312867</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50889312867</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 01:56:44 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>
Chris Pine | ’Star Trek Into Darkness’ Photocall [2013]
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/aae07f0b1df4dfce3198d4c473899c08/tumblr_mm6eo2WqAV1qa1rooo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Chris Pine&lt;/strong&gt; | ’Star Trek Into Darkness’ Photocall [2013]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50859537368</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50859537368</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 18:57:01 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0f075e2b1eb69dd61fe9f0c8a9e83ca8/tumblr_mn1zbfG6bf1qefx4ko1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50858293444</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50858293444</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 18:40:21 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/fcc95f01ef892f9c87e1f0ef6e6a3651/tumblr_mmychnpcGD1qjm1zlo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50667164120</link><guid>http://aesthetic.tumblr.com/post/50667164120</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 15:03:07 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>temporary feelings</title><description>&lt;p&gt;this is just a ramble of sorts. feel free to scroll by. or join in the discussion, whatever works for you.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;!-- more --&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Sometimes I think I may just end up alone later in life. And I don’t mean that in a dramatic, woe-is-me kind of way. I mean I have all these plans and dreams and goals and I don’t know if I can see myself settling down anytime soon. Or meeting someone who feels the same way.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I also believe in fate and I think perhaps maybe something will just happen. I’ll just meet someone or something will happen with a friend and then things will all make sense.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;But the idea of even being in a relationship is the most unfathomable thing to me. I totally see the appeal but the highs and lows of even having a simple crush on someone is often too overwhelming for me to handle. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;If I’m in an ‘almost, maybe, what if’ type of situation with a male in my life, I can’t help but think so far off and project our future demise. I can’t help but fear not having happiness with them later; if I feel so strongly and positively about them now, what happens if we break up? I don’t want to have the other end of the spectrum. I’ve seen my close friends be in fairytale relationships that fall apart. It goes from one extreme to the other. It was love this week, then hatred the next. I don’t want that with anyone. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;And maybe those are normal feelings. Temporary feelings. In the most recent case, it was the last thing I wanted. It should not have been worth scarring the friendship but I gave in to the feelings and let myself become vulnerable. Temporary feelings. I think I was just a strange distraction for him considering he’s since returned to dating his ex-girlfriend. On one hand, I deserve to have some answers: ‘why kiss me various times and say things to me, then just cut off communication, and act like nothing happened? How do you think that made me feel?’ Then on the other hand, things may be better off this way. Fade back into being casual friends and act like nothing happened. Clearly this wasn’t destiny, it was just a small stepping stone to something different for each of us.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Not that that makes it okay.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong id="docs-internal-guid-15988b69-b2f1-84b2-639b-26247b3232ff"&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;Things were just all going so well for me. I should have predicted it wouldn’t last. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t regret it. I enjoyed his company and the temporary feelings. But in retrospect, I’m not sure if it was worth the stress and negativity it lead me to. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span&gt;In the end, I was disappointed by someone I had a lot of faith in. Someone who is my friend who wouldn&amp;#8217;t intentionally make me feel bad, but was successful in doing so and probably doesn&amp;#8217;t realize due to his own current selfishness.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span&gt;Either way, if I do end up alone for the rest of my life, I have a very full life of family and friends who really make up for the unintelligent males that always pop up.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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