just a quick whine about having no self esteem or self confidence and augh I’m gonna be alone forever and not even my cats will find me beautiful or attractive or appealing they will only love me because I feed them like am I unappealing? throw me a bone, give me a sign God this is far too draining to handle sometimes, all the time I miss my friends and cats and I miss the gym okAy ...
my heart is happy.
not because of a boy. or anything material. because things are just solid right now. things feel okay. things feel more than okay. my heart is happy. and i’m about to fly around the world. happy. i’m gonna hold onto this feeling.