jen, her friend, katie, kailey, syd, lindy, onski, sam, michelle, sheena. high school peeps.
jen, myself, katie, syd. these three are my best friends.
this will have to count as my youth/church friends. me, kayla, maranda, cora, joe, danielle. but includes a lot more people, like charlie, swayze, lockestar, sabby, and so on. not to mention all the out of town-ers.
then there’s others who fit each category. like foddy, karlee, nevada, matt, daniel, sarah, etc at work. then cassie b, takky, breemo, kthorne, and others from high school. and all those others mentioned in the outta towners/church folk.
When I ask a friend to hang out and talk and suddenly there is three of us going to talk and hang out. No. That’s not what I asked. I mean, I love hanging out with Rob. But I can’t tell you everything on my mind when he’s right there, too.
When I started this tumblr…a while ago, haha, idk what I wanted my name to be. I had just started a twitter (while in a huuuge TAI… fan fest) which was twitter.com/carden and I think I was gonna use that here too. But then someone on my lj had the word aesthetic in their username and idk, i just dig the word. I like how it looks with all those vowels. Took a while to get used to spelling, though.
Also, my twittername changed shortly after that too, worry not. [I’m finefools there, if you’re curious.]
Your body may be planted squarely in front of your tasks, but your mind is somewhere else entirely. Some exotic vacation resort, perhaps, or maybe you’d prefer spending time with your loved ones. You are likely to find it difficult to get much work done today, Sheena. There is a sluggishness in the air that is hard to shake. Why not give in to the mood and indulge yourself in some R&R? You can finish today’s work tomorrow.
You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to ‘blow your top’ but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away ‘footprints’ in the sand.
Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You’d like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.
Although you are, deep down, a very caring person, you are very particular in the choice of friends and indeed very demanding at times. You can be most quarrelsome and controversial and it is because of this argumentative trait you can at times explode into open conflict - conflict with even those you may care for and love. It is because of this inherent argumentative streak in you that may have resulted in broken hopes and dreams.
You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people’s enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.
You wish to safeguard yourself against criticism or conflict and to embed yourself in a protected situation. You are a difficult person to relate to and very difficult to please.